May 06
Civilian Custody On my way to be processed again, I told Thundercloud that there was a dealer who sold to me and a bunch of soldiers. We all had the intent of distribution. Not just one or two hits, we were buying in bulk. There had to be a connection between this civilian and U.S. …
Apr 29
Turn Myself In Thundercloud told me that when I got back the next morning he would meet me at Jane’s house. It would be better for me if I were to turn myself in to him. It was about a four and a half hour trip back to Ft. Polk and so I decided …
Apr 22
AWOL Again The drive to Dallas was going to take about four and a half hours; giving me plenty of time to think things over. Thoughts were battling each other in my mind, but self-preservation dominated. What was I doing? Had I seriously just run away again? I was so screwed! My life …
Apr 15
Having been AWOL for 6 months, I was considered a flight risk which meant likely to run. The Criminal Investigation Division Drug Suppression Team wanted me to work with them, but I was locked in a cell. If I were going to do things for them, I had to be released from the Installation Detention …
Apr 08
The next day, I was removed from the cell in Alexandria. A Military Police (MP) escort had been sent to pick me up and take me back to Fort Polk. I was back in Army custody. I remember saying “Man, am I glad to see you guys!” Not too sure that the feeling was …
Apr 01
Locked Up After putting me in the car, the security guards went back in to see if they could locate any of the drugs. The informant and an undercover CID agent said, that I had been selling that night and I had been wearing a leather jacket when I walked in. As I dropped …
Mar 25
The Night I Was Captured It was about six months since I went AWOL. My life was considerably different than it was before I left. My sole source of income was selling drugs and I had to sell more than I was consuming. I had a few close friends but, everyone else was a customer. …
Mar 18
Overdosed. I was standing in a bathroom staring at myself in the mirror as I began to come out of a fog from the night before. I did not know where I was or how I got there. I did not know whose clothes I had on and why they were not men’s clothes. One …
Mar 11
I was lost in a downward spiral. Keeping track of what type of drug I was on and how much I was consuming was becoming increasingly difficult. Depending on what I was purchasing or selling, would be what I would take. Cocktail If other dealers wanted to trade types of drugs for what I had, …
Mar 04
Living On Impulse And Stupid Decisions Drugs clouded my thinking and I lived on impulse and mindless actions. Making stupid decisions and putting myself at risk daily, I did not care about anyone, not even myself. New Tire My car had a bubble in the sidewall of the tire that I knew was going to …
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